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Monday, February 28th, 2005

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Time:8:57 pm.

Thursday, August 26th, 2004

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Time:4:32 pm.
Mood: ditzy.
HOLY SHIT i haven't updated in like 50807234 years...ok so anywho...I'm at FAU with all the other cool NE kids =) I've got Katie in my Science and Linds and Eddie in my Theatre class....
Hung out with Lizzie between classes the other day..it was soooo fuckin hot! we took every short cut thru every air conditioned building possible! hehehe
I have already skipped my 3rd day of college! :spanks: bad Jil!...here's the thing...I didnt wanna go to Science in the first place kuz its an hour and a half after English and I hate waitin..I guess i need to learn patience...so anywho...My first class was cancelled so I decided not to go to English either kuz I didnt wanna wait..So i went home! I ate Mickey D's like a fat ass and I went to sleep! Karen came over and we went to Pearl's to get a little carrier thing, came home, fought with Brian, almost broke up...blah...anywho...we are ok..actually went to class today...blahhhhhhhhh..wasnt too bad actually...it was hot as balls though, but I wore a skirt so I had a little breeze...hehehe, came home, played Pac-man (beat the game) and now im online..blahh...Dashboard is coming to FAU...so excited! woot woot! Going to the Boca Draft House on Saturday the 4th for a lil shindig..
GREEK RECRUITMENT IT NEXT WEEK! woot woot! fun stuff....anyways...running outta stuf to say...so have a nice day! (hey that rhymed!)

<3 JiL.

Saturday, May 29th, 2004

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Time:2:53 pm.
hey guys (friends) i made a friends only journal...its




(say you love me)

Time:2:20 pm.
Mood: cranky.
blah..i have to go to church today? blah....my uncle is getting baptized (sp)...then i have to meet my great great grandmother...blah...i want to be with my Brian...blah


Brian came over to help me clean my room =)

Thursday, May 27th, 2004

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Subject:Random Thoughts...
Time:7:47 pm.
Mood: calm.
Wow i havent posted in like 80 million years...

Just some random thoughts..............

Prom was great despite the fact that Brian and I argued...we made up...

1/2 day left of school

Brian and I are amazing...eventhough we do have a lot of tension in between us and issues lately, but we always seem to work things out...and haven't broken up or gone on a "break" like many couples these days have been

I've noticed how strong we are together...but how weak we are apart

I'm losing all my friends...I don't know why? I love you all...not sure if the feeling is mutual...but i cry almost every night thinking about how close we all use to be and how far apart we've become (you guys know who you are)

I'm leaving in August and I dont know what to do? I'm scared, anxious, happy, excited, nervous...all in one

I dont know...I'm just so confused lately

Love <3

p.s. i think im going to change my LJ name...i dont like this one anymore

Thursday, May 6th, 2004

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Subject:i have big boobs?
Time:11:08 am.
What do people really think about you?
by Raven319
favorite song
Parents thinkYou're too sensitive
Strangers thinkYou have bigger boobs than Pam
Friends thinkYou need a fuck buddy
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Sunday, April 25th, 2004

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Time:3:55 pm.
Mood: tired.

Name:: Jillian
Birthplace:: Manhattan, NY
Birthdate:: Jan 23. 1986
Current City of Residence:: Oakland Park, FL
Family Members:: Mom, dad, and sister


Color:: Purple
Beverage:: Dr. Pepper
Movie:: ummm....too many
Musical:: Thoroughly Modern Millie
Board Game:: Monopoly
Computer Game:: Doom
Game to Roleplay:: i dunno
Animal:: Penguins
Sport:: Football
Book:: Sleeping Beauty Trilogy by Anne Rice

A Day In The Life..

School:: Soon to be FAU
Typical Mood:: ehhh
Usually Found?:: at Brian's house
Collects:: stuff?

Have You Ever

Been kissed:: yes... what kind of question is this??
Done drugs:: yes
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: I think so...oreos dont come in a box tho...dumbasses
Eaten sushi:: of course
Been on stage:: yes
Been in a car accident:: yes

This or That

Cold or Hot:: Cold
Blue or Red:: Blue
Rain or Snow:: Snow, its fun to play with.
Wool or Cotton:: Cotton..wool is itchy
Private or Public School:: public
Chocolate or Plain Milk:: Chocolate Milk
Celsius or Farenheit:: Either...
Spring or Fall:: Fall
Science or History:: History
Math or English:: Math

"Love Life"

Do you like somebody?:: no i love someone
Do they know?:: yes
Do you want them?:: yes
Are they hot?:: OH YEAH


Who do you e-mail the most?: Brian
Who do you IM the most?: Brian, Dave, Lisa
Who are you talking to now?:: no one
Are you currently in love?:: OH YEAH
Is this survey lame?:: yes
Isn't bzoink! nifty? =):: YUP... its NIFTY!

In 24 hours have you...

...Showered?:: Yep
...Had a serious talk?:: Yes
...Hugged someone?:: yes
...Gotten along with your parents?:: sure...
...Fought with a friend?:: nope
...Done something kind for someone?: no? im a bitch

Do You Like To...

Give hugs?:: sure why not...
Give back rubs?:: ummm... sure
Take walks in the rain?:: yes...
Cook?:: Love to
Eat?:: ummmm... what kind of a question is that... DUH!
Sleep?:: who doesn't?


..Knows you the best?:: Brian
..Have you known the longest?:: A Lot of people
..Do you know the most about?:: Brian
..Do you consider your friend?:: a lot of people
..Is most likely to end up in jail?:: half my family
..Can you go to with your problems?:: My mom, Brian
..Do you want to get to know better?:: Beth
..Do you spend the most time with?:: Brian

Have You...

..Been to a concert?:: yes
..Loved someone so much it made you cry?:: yes
..Cheated on a test?:: Who hasn't?!?
..Ever stalked someone?:: muahahahaha
..Done something you regret?:: yes... i think every has
..Been in an online relationship?:: unfortunately yes

Random Questions

Single or Hooked?:: hooked
What is your worst habit?:: biting my lip, snapping at the people i love
Scariest moment?:: being held at gunpoint
Do you swear too much?:: yes
How do you feel about homosexuality?:: do what you gotta do
Where are you right now?:: in the family room
Are you sitting by anyone?:: sister
What song are you listening to?:: the keys on the keyboard
What is the last thing you said?:: shut up mom
What's on your mousepad?:: black?
What are the last four digits of your phone number?:: 3587
What was the last thing you ate?:: hash browns
If you were a crayon, what color would you be?:: macaroni and cheese (crayola says its a color)
How many buddies do you have on your list?:: 150?
What's the weather like right now?:: Hot... it's Florida... it's always hot
What do you feel like doing?:: sleeping
What is your favorite quote?:: "Thank you captain obvious!" "Dont knock masturbation, its sex with someone I love!"

I gotta poop now...blah...damn tummy ache

Thursday, April 22nd, 2004

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Subject:EviL KiTTy
Time:5:22 pm.
Mood: sad.

Which Random Image are you?
Favorite Color
You are:
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Friday, April 16th, 2004

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Time:6:10 pm.
Mood: chipper.

(say you love me)

Time:5:50 pm.

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Subject:\\\ my FAVORITE poem ///
Time:5:24 pm.
Mood: contemplative.
I hate the way you talk to me,

and the way you cut your hair.

I hate the way you drive my car,

I hate it when you stare.

I hate your big dumb combat boots

and the way you read my mind.

I hate you so much it makes me sick,

it even makes me rhyme.

I hate the way you’re always right,

I hate it when you lie.

I hate it when you make me laugh,

even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when you’re not around,

and the fact that you didn’t call.

But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you,

not even close…

not even a little bit…

not even at all.

Sunday, April 11th, 2004

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Time:1:00 pm.
Mood: busy.
Wow what a week! Went to Disney on Monday...OMG what a blast! I love Brian, we had so much fun (minus the argument at the crystal store...which im extremely sorry about)...Thank you Bri! we were up for 19 hours str8! wow! anywho...then Tuesday we spent the day together, went to eat, etc..fun...Wednesday I didnt see him, it was Spring cleaning day at my house...Thursday went out...well went to his house and hung out...Friday-worked...went to his house til like 12...Saturday-worked @ Galleria :puke:...went to Brian's house..hung out...I love being with him =) I had a fun convo with his momma while he was in the shower, he bought me tea..yay! Today is Easter...he is coming over for dinner, I cant wait..fun stuff...blahhhhhh I want sleep...but its always too damn loud in my house to take a nap..OH WELL! So yeah I've decided to scratch the USF thing...gunna go to FAU for 2 years and then transfer...unless Brian and I can find an APT for cheap up there (Tampa)...anywho, I dont want him to have to transfer his job...he just got promoted...so I dont wanna ruin things for him, so its better that I stay here for 2 yrs anyway...If anything we get an APT further north, between here and Boca...oh well...I wanna go shoppin but all the stores are closed today...blah...hiccups...gRRR, If I go there I'm gunna try to transfer to the BBW @ Wellington..unless the one @ Town Centre is open by the time I gotta go? They are renovating it, that would be easier kuz its west on Glades and FAU is east on Glades...anywhoot, i gotta work tomorrow 5-10, and tuesday 6-10, and Saturday either 2-6 or 6-10, i dont remember...i gotta $92 check...yay! tattoo time! woot woot! hopefully...if not...oh well..ill wait...ok well Im sick of writing...xoxo

Lots of Love,

Wednesday, April 7th, 2004

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Time:3:05 pm.
Mood: blah.
01. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. ...there is no book....?

02. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first? picture frame

03. What is the last thing you watched on tv? The Rundown

04. Without looking, guess what time it is. 3:00

05. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time? 3:07

06. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? Cartoons

07. When did you last step outside? Last night

08. Before you came to this website, what did you look at? my picture screen

09. What are you wearing? blue pj pants and a sports bra

10. Did you dream last night? Brian and I had a 4 year old daughter, her name was Drew Madison

11. When did you last laugh? ummm? watchin The Rundown with mom

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in? pictures of me =D

13. Seen anything weird lately? My fat stomach!

14. What do you think of this survey? ehhh

15. What is the last film you saw? The Rundown with mom

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? A house for Brian and I, and 2 Type Rs (for Brian and I...yes mine would be painted hot pink)

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know: I smell

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? ummmm I'd rule it?

19. Do you like to dance? yes

20. George Bush: is a fucking ignorant jerk. Why do all the good presidents get assassinated?

21a. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? Bryenne Caydance Marshall or Drew Madison Marshall

21b. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? Phoenix Oasis Marshall

22. Would you ever consider living abroad? Yeah but not for too long.

23. What is your middle name? Angel Ryan

24. If you had been born the other sex, did your parents tell you what your name would have been? Jason Ryan (which is weird kuz thats Brian's brother's name)

25. Do you have children and if so, what are their names? yep one...his name is Oscey (heeza little doggie)

26. Most people know their mother's maiden name, but do you know your grandmother's maiden name? Mom's mom: Vega, Dad's mom: Sotomayor

27. Did you have an imaginary friend as a child? Yes

28. What was the name of your first pet? Sunny and Lady

29. What was the name of the first person you ever kissed? Jason (on the playground in preschool)

30. What was the name of the school you attended as a child? Elementary: Oakland Park
Middle: Rickards
High school: Northeast

31. What was the name of your English teacher(s) in high school?
Freshman: Mr. Washburn
Sophomore: Ms. Donahue
Junior: Ms. Donahue, the best ever.
Senior: Ms. Dorn/Mrs. Winters

32. Do you name your vehicles? My teg's name was Pixie

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Time:3:02 pm.

01. Who are you, what's our relationship?:
02. How and where did we meet?:
03. How long have you known me?:
04. Do you remember the first things i said to you?:
05. What is the best feature about me?:
06. What is the worst feature about me?:
07. How often do you think of me?:
08. Are we good friends?:
09. How well do you think you know me?:
10. When you first saw me what was your impression?:
11. Do you wish we were closer?:
12. Have we ever gotten in a fight and if so, about what?:
13. If we could spend a day together what would we do?:
14. If you could say one thing to me, what would it be?:
15. Have you ever had a crush on me?:
16. How would you describe me to someone?:
17. Do you think i'm happy?:
18. Have we kissed?:
19. Would you ever date me?:
20. Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
21. Have you ever seen me cry, if so when?:
22. Have you ever seen me with my pants off?:
23. What would you change about me??:
24. Do you think you'll know me in five years?:

Tuesday, March 23rd, 2004

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Time:8:43 am.
Mood: content.
Yellow Vibes
Your Energy is Yellow. You are generous, bright,
and expressive. An excellent communicator, you
keep your audience captivated with your
animated storytelling. Sometimes you talk too
much, but when you learn to listen you will be
sought out for your talents to advise.

The communications field appeals to you as a
profession. Public speaking, writing, radio,
acting or teaching would also be good career

What color is your energy?
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Subject:like we didn't know this huh? lol
Time:8:38 am.
Mood: bored.
you are an emo pussy. stop whining about how your
girlfriend dumped you and get the fuck over it.
go cry. stop feeling sorry for yourself, cause
everyone is sick of hear it you dumb asshole.

what kind of asshole scene kid are you?
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Thursday, March 18th, 2004

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Subject:one of my favs when i was younger =) and wow was sean hot!
Time:5:09 pm.
Mood: drained.
You are CLARISSA EXPLAINS IT ALL. She is a rad
chick with absolutely no fashion sense. If you
are a guy and chose this... you are gay.

Which old school Nickelodeon show are you?
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Tuesday, March 16th, 2004

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Subject:YaY!!! Brian is a keeper!!! <333
Time:9:00 am.
Mood: optimistic.

Keep Him :-)

This guy's got marriage on the brain - and should propose soon…

That is, if you play your cards right. Keep doing what you're doing.

Marriage material guy doesn't like drama - or hot today, cold tomorrow relationships.

So keep it flowing peacefully, and you'll capture his heart.

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Thursday, March 11th, 2004

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Subject:My 4 Angels
Time:5:00 pm.
Mood: depressed.
Brian and I were almost over with last night...I almost tried to kill myself again...I didnt...I cut tho...Im a stupid bitch...I know that, I ruin all that is good...I hate me...I hate all...well not all...I know when I'm down I have 4 great people to talk to....


<33 Brian <33
*he loves me
*he has an amazing smile that just makes everything ok
*his eyes are beautiful
*he makes me laugh
*he tells me when im wrong
*he doesnt lie to me
*he cries to me
*he lets me cry to him
*he smells yummy
*he gives the best hugs in the world
*he brought me a sammich today =)
*he takes care of me
*he is an amazing kisser
*he has squishy cheeks =)
*he has a nice bum
*he is genuine
...etc etc etc...we all know why i love Brian...

xoxo Liz xoxo
*she is the greatest friend anyone could ever ask for
*just thinking about how kind she is to me, and to all is making me cry right now
*she smokes with me =)
*she doesnt care what people think
*she is a crazy driver
*she listens
*she has a great laugh
*she has a purdy smile
*she has a nice bum
*she has nice boobies
*i can cry to her and she wont think im dumb
*she gets me frosties
*she puts everyone before her, eventhough not everyone puts her first
*she puts up with all my, beth's, and stef's shit
*i can talk to her about anything
*we think alike
*she has nice lips
*she is perfect in all ways

(= Beth =)
*when she walks into a room and starts talking you cant help but smile
*she has the cutest dimple
*i love her
*she tries so hard to make people happy
*she doesnt like sadness
*she loves with all her heart
*she is starting to come back to us
*she has pretty lips
*she has perfect boobs
*she sounds like a 7 year old girl
*she likes cows
*teflon and baby rock
*she is so creative
*she thinks outside the box
*she has cute feet
*she tries to solve every problem
*she is so innocent

*she is honest
*she is GORGEOUS (one of the prettiest girls ive ever seen)
*she has such a cute body
*she has beautiful eyes
*she is bitchy
*she is sweet
*she has soft hair
*she has a cute shaped head
*she has perfect pale skin
*she loves pink
*she is a good photographer
*she is creative (eventhough she doesnt think so)
*she likes stars
*she meows
*she sounds like a 7 year old
*she has a cute nose
*she looks so cute when she sleeps

I love you all...even if sometimes i dont show it...I'm sorry...you all are so special to me and i dont want to lose any of you...i heart you <3

Lots of Love,

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Subject:i just wish i had the 200 pairs of manolo blahniks
Time:4:55 pm.
Mood: tired.

You Are Most Like Carrie!

You're quirky, flirty, and every guy's perfect first date.

But can the guy in question live up to your romantic ideal?

It's tough for you to find the right match - you're more than a little picky.

Never fear... You've got a great group of friends and a
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Romantic prediction: You'll fall for someone this year...

Totally different from any guy you've dated.

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